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001 wakanda

There's peace in Wakanda. Bucky had spent a little while under the ice while Shuri figured out a way to work on his deprogramming and while it's been a painful process, it's a necessary one and he's glad for all her work on the tangled knot that's HYDRA and the mess inside his brain. It's all wired incorrectly, a bomb that never went off but still needs to be defused, and he's scared every time she goes in there that something will go wrong and he'll attack her; it hasn't happened yet.

When he isn't working with her or Ayo, he has a little hut to himself where there are goats and sometimes children come visit him to see the curious white man who has taken up on the fringes of Wakandan society. Steve has visited a few times but when they announce a visitor this time, it's apparently not Steve. They're still at the palace being received, though, so Bucky takes the time to tidy up where he's been staying as much as he can one-handed; he's neat by nature but he also isn't used to having company come by either.

Who could it be? Sam? Sharon? Bucky isn't sure who would come to visit him aside from those two and Steve. Tony Stark certainly wouldn't and he isn't sure the Wakandan government would even let him in. Would Wanda come to see him? He's not certain. He imagines she's in hiding the same as he is, trying to avoid the Sokovia Accords and their inevitable consequences on her. It seems she's suffering more from them than anyone else, even himself, so he doesn't think she'd risk coming to see him.

He catalogs the other people he knows and he comes up with Natasha. He's got a strange history with her. He's shot her twice while the Winter Soldier but curiously, both times, he'd shot her non-fatally. It's almost as if he'd known that she needed to live even if he didn't know her and that's not what the Winter Soldier does. He doesn't leave loose ends. He kills whoever is necessary, even an innocent bystander, and Natasha has been actively opposing him both times he's encountered her. Even when he'd been activated by Zemo he'd attacked her but didn't take her down. There's something in him that protects her and he wonders why that is and always has. He doesn't know why she'd visit him but he wouldn't turn it down, either, so when he hears someone at the door he calls for them to come inside.

"Come in, I'm not busy." He's just finishing up wiping down a counter in what counts for his kitchen and when he comes into view of the visitor, he sees that it is Natasha. Curious.

"Hi."

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Bucky laughs at that, an actual full laugh, and he shakes his head. Of course. He's much better at everything when his brain's turned off.

"So I guess we just have to keep me horny all the time so I won't think about anything, yeah?"

"Well figure out other things too okay..." She reassures him but she smiles against his neck when she hears the actual laugh. It feels relaxing too.

"You did pretty good when we were watching movies too, because I think they helped you keep your mind on something else too."

"I think so, yeah. I've got to keep my brain occupied on other things," Bucky says.

"Maybe I should occupy myself with your beautiful face, huh? Every time I look at you, I do seem to forget how to talk."

“You’re sweet…” she can’t argue with him being cute like that and leans her head up to kiss his cheek.

“How about we drag blankets over to the couch and marathon a tv show until we both pass out on top of each other for now though?”

"No," Bucky says, giving her a soft look. "I wanna do something else right now. I want to take care of you."

He wants to make up from earlier but more than that, he just wants to know he can make her feel good. He wants to know that he can get her off.

"Can I do that?"

Well, she’d said he should act and do what he wants so she can’t really argue with that. She pulls back to look at him.

“Oh I think I’d probably say yes to that, I did say you should do what it is you want, didn’t I?”

"You did say I should do what I want," Bucky says, smiling brightly then. "And what I want is to get you off. And I think I'm just smart enough to figure out how to do that."

Bucky leans in and kisses her softly. "C'mere, get under me."

She leans into the kiss a little bit and then wriggles in his lap teasingly for just a second, like she's going to deny the request before she gets off his lap to settle on the bed and pulls Bucky on top of her. She's nervous, not sure that she can get into this mood so quickly again, but she's willing to give him a go.

"Oh you're giving orders now are you?"

"Just for now," Bucky says, leaning in to kiss her again. He hopes he can do something for Natasha, anything, because if he can't get her off he's not really sure what he's going to do with himself.

He keeps it to kissing for just the moment but he reaches down to tug her thighs a little wider so he fits between them better.

"Guess I'll let you..." she says with a grin.

She's easily malleable under his hands and parts her legs carefully as she wraps her arms up around his neck, getting a hand in his hair. It's easy to get lost kissing him, but this time it's slow and lazy, and she's letting him lead. It's a far distance from the desperate quick kisses that she had in the shower, however it's no less interested, just different.

Bucky takes his time with just kissing, trying to relax himself and feel Natasha relax beneath him too. He slips his mouth from hers to kiss her neck and murmurs in the crook there between neck and shoulder.

"I wanna taste you. I didn't get to before," he says, soft and low. There's nobody that could hear them regardless but even still, he wants to keep it intimate and it feels more intimate like this with his voice soft and his body pressed up against hers.

She tilts hear head to the side to give him more access to the spot on her neck he's working on, letting out a soft sigh that makes it sound like she's relaxing very well. Her body softens a bit, though not completely under him. It shudders a little bit when he says what he wants to do.

It shouldn't catch her that off guard, he always used to love to do that anywhere and everywhere when they knew each other before. Surely, some things had stayed the same.

"Mmm, okay but it's not my fault if you get hard doing it..." she protests.

"Well, I can deal with it if it happens," Bucky murmurs. "And it probably will. But this is about you, not me."

Bucky slips down and kisses between her breasts and then down her abdomen where there's flat muscle there under the softness of her. There's no doubt in his mind she could have him dead in two minutes flat - especially when he moves lower and gets his head between her thighs. She's already tried to kill him this way twice and almost succeeded. It'd be a damn good way to go.

Bucky kisses her hips, taking his time with it. This isn't just to do something and exchange favors, it's something he wants to do, and he wants to savor it. When he finally gets his mouth on her, it's soft, and he doesn't push it too fast to make it end too quickly. No, he wants to spend time on her.

"Go on then..." she says, she almost adds soldier to the list but her brain stops it before she can. Her hand goes down to grip in his hair with a squeeze, not pushing him down further but also not hesitating to encourage the action. She pulls up her knees and spreads her legs wider to give him space, feet going flat against the bed.

It's intense, she hadn't fully been ready but her body both relaxes and tightens for him in the best of ways he makes her stomach do black flips in delight.

Bucky has plenty of room now and he curls his left hand around her thigh and slides his right down to spread her a little wider for him so he can lick at her lazily. He wants to find the places that make her gasp, the places that make her toes curl, and to do that he has to take his time.

He doesn't remember doing this even though he knows he has before and so it feels new, in a way. It feels like something he's only done with her. His memories of sex are all hazy and the only clear ones are the ones with Natasha in them.

It's slow and lazy and feels great. She's fairly quite but when he gets good spots she'll do things like tug on his hair, or let gentle moans escape her lips. It's clear she's extremely into it, but not too eager. Simply, she's wanting to let him enjoy himself as much as she has.

"Mmm, you're really good at that.." she murmurs between gentle moans making sure he knows how much she likes it.

Bucky likes hearing that he's good because even if he knows, logically, he's had sex more recently than eighty years ago, it doesn't feel like it so he's glad he hasn't forgotten how to do this right. It's especially good to know since he and Natasha haven't exactly gotten off on the right foot in bed.

She's been vocal enough that he knows where the good spots are and he focuses, sucks against her clit a little and works one of his fingers in to add to it. Maybe it's not what they were doing before, the thing she wanted, but it's something that satisfies her all the same.

Natasha isn't great at laying still, and just enjoying. She's the kind of girl that likes to get on top, to jump him and tear off his clothes and be active but she's trying very hard to let him stay busy. When he starts to get all the right spots over and over she rocks her hips back against his mouth in a hungry way, groaning.

"James please...." she whines a little desperately at him.

It's clear that Natasha isn't the type to just lay back and play pillow princess which sort of makes him want to get her to do that even more. It doesn't always have to be about her doing something and she's absolutely allowed to just lay back and enjoy herself.

The way she's rocking up against his mouth is promising, though, and he works his fingers faster, too, and focuses his tongue on all the places she seems to be enjoying the best. He thinks he could do this for hours but Bucky hopes that Natasha will be coming sooner rather than later.

It doesn't take long after his fingers and mouth are working faster that she's coming for him. It's not one of those loud yells though, instead just her toes curling into the bed, back arching off as she let's out the softest whimper before collapsing back against the bed.

She doesn't have quite words to beg him yet as she catches her breath for a moment but her hand that has been tugging on his hair the whole time is pulling him up her body desperately trying to get him close for kisses and clinging.

Natasha is tugging him up by his hair and Bucky slides up to get close to her, grinning at her broadly.

"Guessing that was all right? No need for improvement?"

Bucky doesn't wait for confirmation before kissing her messily, passion making him sloppier than he might normally be. This feels good and right and he hopes they can have more of these moments and less of the uncertain ones like earlier.

She kisses him for a long while not even bothering to answer the question. It doesn't need to before she nudges him over a little bit onto his side silently, pressing closer to him and hiking a thigh up over his hip to drip over him as they tuck close against each other smiling at him softly when she settles like that.

"How do you feel, James?"

"Good," he says, laughing softly. "Real good, actually. That was fantastic." Bucky thinks he might have gotten more out of getting Natasha off than coming himself but he doesn't want to say anything out loud and ruin it.

"What about you? You sounded like you were having a great time but you know, can always hear it out loud."

She grins against his lips when he says that, before catching him for another kiss long, and slow before breaking it and looking at him. Close, sweet, but she can't help but press her hips up a little closer to him as they break with a wicked grin.

"It was good, but I also see I was right about something else as well..."

"Yeah, yeah, you were right," Bucky says but he grins when he does, amused about it. It's better like this and feels more natural than they felt earlier when they were fumbling around.

"You love it when you're right, don't you?"

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