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Bucky Barnes | The Winter Soldier ([personal profile] ostavil) wrote2023-08-11 09:40 pm

001 wakanda

There's peace in Wakanda. Bucky had spent a little while under the ice while Shuri figured out a way to work on his deprogramming and while it's been a painful process, it's a necessary one and he's glad for all her work on the tangled knot that's HYDRA and the mess inside his brain. It's all wired incorrectly, a bomb that never went off but still needs to be defused, and he's scared every time she goes in there that something will go wrong and he'll attack her; it hasn't happened yet.

When he isn't working with her or Ayo, he has a little hut to himself where there are goats and sometimes children come visit him to see the curious white man who has taken up on the fringes of Wakandan society. Steve has visited a few times but when they announce a visitor this time, it's apparently not Steve. They're still at the palace being received, though, so Bucky takes the time to tidy up where he's been staying as much as he can one-handed; he's neat by nature but he also isn't used to having company come by either.

Who could it be? Sam? Sharon? Bucky isn't sure who would come to visit him aside from those two and Steve. Tony Stark certainly wouldn't and he isn't sure the Wakandan government would even let him in. Would Wanda come to see him? He's not certain. He imagines she's in hiding the same as he is, trying to avoid the Sokovia Accords and their inevitable consequences on her. It seems she's suffering more from them than anyone else, even himself, so he doesn't think she'd risk coming to see him.

He catalogs the other people he knows and he comes up with Natasha. He's got a strange history with her. He's shot her twice while the Winter Soldier but curiously, both times, he'd shot her non-fatally. It's almost as if he'd known that she needed to live even if he didn't know her and that's not what the Winter Soldier does. He doesn't leave loose ends. He kills whoever is necessary, even an innocent bystander, and Natasha has been actively opposing him both times he's encountered her. Even when he'd been activated by Zemo he'd attacked her but didn't take her down. There's something in him that protects her and he wonders why that is and always has. He doesn't know why she'd visit him but he wouldn't turn it down, either, so when he hears someone at the door he calls for them to come inside.

"Come in, I'm not busy." He's just finishing up wiping down a counter in what counts for his kitchen and when he comes into view of the visitor, he sees that it is Natasha. Curious.

"Hi."
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-20 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
“I’ll be here as often as I can, so you better stock up on snacks and things for us to do,” she tells him with a smile. “I’m sure I’ll have VIP status with all the stays I have here …” she can’t help but tease that Bucky’s place is like a hotel in that way.

“I like sex and bacon in the mornings — or at least I used to, I suppose that hasn’t changed over the years.”
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-22 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
The giggle that escapes at that is audible as she pressed into his shoulder. “Well then it will be the perfect escape whenever I can get a break from my missions…”

She gets a little more serious once those are mentioned however, her head popping back up to look at him in warning. “I found something I’m not so sure about really, getting that file — a stone I uncovered but I think I need to follow up on. But I’ll come back after”
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-22 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
“Darling, you just said you weren’t ready to go do anything for a while?” She asks curiously. A hand goes up to run through his hair with a concerned look. It’s not that she wouldn’t he happy to take him, but she doesn’t want to push him.

“I’m still on the fact finding part of it all, nothing too urgent…”
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-22 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
“When you’re ready, I’ll be happy to have you by my side,” she whispers before giving his forehead a kiss, “not a second before though.”

Her fingers scratch into his hair reassuringly remembering how much he said he liked that attention.

“But you’re right, I can do everything alone. But once you’re ready I’ll be happy to be able to have sex in safe houses.” She can’t help but teasing him a little bit.
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-22 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Natasha laughs, she can't help but shake her head at how silly he is being. It's cute, and clearly it's kept his mind off some of the other things. Which she's grateful for.

"You wanna break a bed with me, Barnes?" She asks eyebrows raised, giving him a look that is absolutely a challenge to him. She's up for it sometime, clearly. She doesn't give any indication if they're already broken one, just enjoying the idea of challenging him.
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-25 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
“Well, when you finally make it to New York and our date, I regret to inform you but my bed isn’t super breakable — plus I kinda like it..” she tells him tucking into his arms a little bit more.

“It’s only like, 7 pm. As much as I want to lay in bed with you all night, we could maybe relocate and work on our movie marathon?” She offers, although she could absolutely lay around with him for more hours.
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-25 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Just to be clear, I didn't mean to suggest at all that we needed to put on clothes or that I wouldn't spend the whole time on the couch laid out in your lap.." she says with a grin before leaning in to press a quick playful kiss to his nose.

"And yes, I came here to give you the stupid file... the sex was just a positive extra."
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-26 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah well, how about you use that super strength and carry me over to the couch hmmm?" She says and leans her face into his neck to nuzzle a spot there before nipping it. The joke about the file makes her giggle though.

"And then you should cue up the most romantic movie you've got on that list."
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-26 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
She's a little amused that he didn't just sit down and pull her right into his lap, but instead of asking she just takes the blanket and climbs right into his lap, sitting sideways on the couch so it's easy to lean her head on his shoulder and settles in.

"That sounds perfect, do you have a favorite one yet? I know you probably have only gotten to see a couple of them so far..." she says curiously. She wants to know everything about this version of him, including his taste in sappy movies.
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-26 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
"We watched a Meg Ryan movie in a hotel on a mission one time," she tells him casually, it's not a pressure to remember anything just a reminder. "You started practicing some of the male leads line on me and asking if that'd really get a women to kiss you," she tells him snorting as she remembers.

"I shouldn't be surprised that you like her still, I haven't seen Sleepless in Seattle in years though, so it sounds great."
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-26 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
She settles into his lap comfortably and watches the movie for a good while. It’s silly and cute and she’s forgotten about a lot of it. When they get to a really cute scene where the leads mom is telling the story she remembers she laces their fingers together and squeezes them.

The TV says ‘ And then he held my hand. At one point I looked down and I couldn’t tell which fingers were his and which were mine. And I knew… I knew we would be together forever and that everything would be wonderful.’

Her heart races as she listens waiting to see if he squeezes back , or says anything or even notices that she set that up.
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-26 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
It wasn't one of the movies they'd watched, but she'd always watched more after her defection to SHIELD. They were things that reminded her of their time together, so she'd watched more of them, she found it relaxing oddly enough. Just like she did with the Bond movies.

Natasha shifts in his lap a bit, turning away from the film. She squeezes his hand right back, looking at him a little bit more carefully giving him a soft smile.

"James Buchanan Barnes, I waited for you to come out of the ice without even knowing your name, if that's not sappy I don't know what is."
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[personal profile] widowsdance 2023-09-27 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
“Oh sweetheart I know you would,” it’s an odd comment in some ways, she doesn’t know James that well that it’s really just a feeling. She leans in and gives his lips a peck before turning back into the spot where she can watch the movie. Eventually though, her face resting on his shoulder, tucked in soft she falls asleep, safe in his arms.

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