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001 wakanda

There's peace in Wakanda. Bucky had spent a little while under the ice while Shuri figured out a way to work on his deprogramming and while it's been a painful process, it's a necessary one and he's glad for all her work on the tangled knot that's HYDRA and the mess inside his brain. It's all wired incorrectly, a bomb that never went off but still needs to be defused, and he's scared every time she goes in there that something will go wrong and he'll attack her; it hasn't happened yet.

When he isn't working with her or Ayo, he has a little hut to himself where there are goats and sometimes children come visit him to see the curious white man who has taken up on the fringes of Wakandan society. Steve has visited a few times but when they announce a visitor this time, it's apparently not Steve. They're still at the palace being received, though, so Bucky takes the time to tidy up where he's been staying as much as he can one-handed; he's neat by nature but he also isn't used to having company come by either.

Who could it be? Sam? Sharon? Bucky isn't sure who would come to visit him aside from those two and Steve. Tony Stark certainly wouldn't and he isn't sure the Wakandan government would even let him in. Would Wanda come to see him? He's not certain. He imagines she's in hiding the same as he is, trying to avoid the Sokovia Accords and their inevitable consequences on her. It seems she's suffering more from them than anyone else, even himself, so he doesn't think she'd risk coming to see him.

He catalogs the other people he knows and he comes up with Natasha. He's got a strange history with her. He's shot her twice while the Winter Soldier but curiously, both times, he'd shot her non-fatally. It's almost as if he'd known that she needed to live even if he didn't know her and that's not what the Winter Soldier does. He doesn't leave loose ends. He kills whoever is necessary, even an innocent bystander, and Natasha has been actively opposing him both times he's encountered her. Even when he'd been activated by Zemo he'd attacked her but didn't take her down. There's something in him that protects her and he wonders why that is and always has. He doesn't know why she'd visit him but he wouldn't turn it down, either, so when he hears someone at the door he calls for them to come inside.

"Come in, I'm not busy." He's just finishing up wiping down a counter in what counts for his kitchen and when he comes into view of the visitor, he sees that it is Natasha. Curious.

"Hi."

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She leans back into his touch relaxing under the water, closing her eyes as he asks the question. It's easy to give into his hands, they're so familiar, even if one is a different metal then it now was. It's hard to argue that the combination of flesh and metal was the thing that made her relax though.

"I just like the name James, it suits you. We didn't know your name before. I used to call you My Soldier or my darling or my love depending on the day."

In truth she'd also referred to him as The American or The Soldier around other people, but she didn't think that's what he was asking. He was asking about what she called her on her own.

"So it's something you picked for me now, then," Bucky says. Somehow, he likes that better. It's not something the old him had with her and she carried on but something she learned about him and decided on after she met him now.

"Then I'm glad you use it. I liked it anyway but now it feels like something that's between us, you know? Something new. Not that the old things are bad but I like knowing that the name is something just between us now and not something the old me had."

He chances looking down and sees her breasts and the muscles of her arms and stomach; Natasha is not an idle woman and he loves that about her.

She's quite for a moment, not sure how to react to that. It's really interesting to her that she's here, naked with him, and he's still caught up about what they previously had. She wants to get his mind off it still, but she's not sure if it's the right way.

It feels too much like a widows job, to turn and kiss him and touch him and let him turn his brain off and just feel. Yet, she's fresh out of ideas otherwise so she does just that quietly she turns in his arms and presses a kiss to his shoulder, her hands moving to wrap around him as she presses her body against his pulling him more closely into the spray of the water so they're both just close and warm.

The kiss shouldn't be a surprise but it is and he folds Natasha in his arms and kisses her like it's his next breath of air. She has her body pressed up against him and she's slick from water and smooth skin.

He runs his hands down her back to put them at her hips but doesn't move them any lower right now, just wanting to make sure that they're both okay with touching more.

She's surprised when he pulls her into the kiss but melts into it a little bit enjoying it. It's soft and slow and lazy like they have no where to be, or anything to do, which she supposes is exactly right. She has a few days here in Wakanda, even if she hadn't been planning on it, but things were going much better then the last time.

When the kiss breaks she gives him a grin.

"I can tell you wanna grab my ass, it's okay, James. You can do whatever feels right to you."

Bucky laughs at that and ducks his head a little, embarrassed at being caught out. Maybe he shouldn't because she wants to be in a relationship with him and this is apparently not the first time they've done this but it's the first time he remembers it and is doing it as himself.

He slides his hands down to her ass, though, and squeezes her ass before kissing her again.

"Am I that easy to read?"

She's torn between pressing her ass back into his hands and forward into his body, feeling him turned on. She gives in and presses her ass back into his hand. She leans in to give his jaw a couple of kisses.

"I have the advantage of knowing your body language..." she says teasingly before asking. "If you don't want me to assume these things though, you can tell me how you want me to take care of your little attention seeking bit there.."

"Oh, so it's attention seeking now? Good to know," Bucky says, laughing softly. Bucky squeezes her ass and then reaches for his soap because he wants to feel her skin all soaped up and slick against his hand.

"Let me wash your back where you can't reach," he says, stroking her skin. "Charity and all of that."

"Your dick against my stomach? Yeah it seems like it wants attention..." she teases him and gives his lips a quick peck before she turns around for him, letting him wash her back because that's what he wants. She's not going to stop from giving him what he wants, besides it feels nice to have those hands on her.

"Oh yeah, I'm sure you're just touching me for charity, absolutely nothing in it for you at all, Darling?"

"No, it's completely for charity," Bucky deadpans. It's not and they both know it but it's fun to play at it. It's strange to shower with a woman and not actually have sex, he guesses, but he's enjoying this time with Natasha just as it is.

He pulls her back against him, feeling the softness of her body up against his dick. He dips his head down to kiss her neck, lips soft.

She tilts her head to give him more access to kiss her neck, because damn that feels good. She lets out a gentle moan at the attention leaning her body back into him more. The only issue with this is that she can't get her hands onto him and she wants to properly.

"James if you keep that up I am going to want a lot more then just a shower..."

Bucky lifts his head and kisses again, this time right below her ear. She says she'll want a lot more than just a shower and Bucky doesn't know if he is ready for that yet but he does want to keep kissing her and touching her.

"I'm working on what I'm comfortable with," Bucky says. "But I'm not counting it out."

She bites her lower lip, trying to hold bag a groan of a reaction when he kisses such a sensitive spot and whispers against his ear. She's trying to be good and not pressure him but it's so easy to get turned on by those fingers and hands over him.

"And that's okay, but I'm warning you that it's making me turned on..." she murmurs softly.

"Well, what if I just touched you? Would that be all right?"

Bucky doesn't think he's ready to have full on sex without worrying about how he performed or if he stands up to his past self but he can get Natasha off, he thinks, and he wants her to feel good about taking a chance with him. It's easier to give than receive for him at this point in time, he thinks.

He slides his right hand lower, palm flat against her.

"You can always touch me.. if that's what you want," she moans and moves to turn in his arms a little bit. She gets an arm around his shoulders so she can press her face into his shoulder and lean into him to show him that she's enjoying the idea very much.

"Do you have any idea how sexy I find you, James?"

"Yes and no," Bucky admits. She's told him, of course, but he's still finding his feet and trying to get comfortable in his body again and part of that is getting comfortable with the idea of being intimate with someone again. Being the Fist of HYDRA had done a lot of damage to him in a lot of ways.

"Do you mind telling me about it?"

She presses a couple kisses to his neck while he asks that, pressing closer to him trying to reassure him how much she's into him. She nips at his shoulder playfully before pulling back from the skin enough to answer the question.

"The way you touch me, the steam behind those blue eyes that look like they could pierce my soul... " she starts with things that are less physical but then can't help but add. "And your goddamn perfect cock that I just want to drop to my knees and wrap my lips around and worship."

Honestly, Bucky doesn't expect her to just come out and say it like that but it feels damn good to hear it. It's clear Natasha loves his body but she also loves how he looks at her, how he touches her, how he just is and those things mean more to him.

"I think it's stupid to say I didn't expect you to say something like that," Bucky says. "But goddamn it was hot to hear it. It makes me feel like I'm on top of the world."

She tips her head up and leans in to give him a few kisses, deeper this time, more hot passionate ones. The kind that are more desperate, hot, trying to keep that feeling of him being on top of the world going. She gets a hand up into his ponytail to fist before she pulls back with a groan.

"I really think you should let me suck your cock then, because I'm really good at it, and I need you to know that."

Bucky knows his eyes are a little wide because he doesn't remember anything sexual that wasn't against his will (even though he's had dreams about times with Natasha and he believes her when she says they were together) so he doesn't want to get upset when she's in the middle of it.

But he wants it. He more than wants it. Maybe if it's not full intercourse he'll do better with it. Small steps.

"Yeah. I want you to. Please?"

She grins back at him when he responds like that and gives him another couple kisses for good measure. She'd been happy to be in the shower until this point but she's ready to draw the line here. She's not getting her hair wet.

"Okay then let's go to your bed, because I don't wanna get my hair wet and it'll be way more comfortable."

Bucky laughs at that and turns off the shower. Somehow they've managed not to get their hair wet and he thinks that's a miracle in and of itself. He grabs a towel to dry himself off and then hands one to Natasha so she can do the same before heading back to the bedroom.

The bed's plenty big enough for two, especially considering that Natasha is a hell of a lot smaller than him, but Bucky feels a little strange just flopping on the bed naked. Still, he wants it, so he gets over it and lays back against the bed.

Natasha brushes the towel over herself quickly before dropping it on a chair as she follows him to the bed. She crawls on top of him, straddling his waist as she leans in to press kisses to his lips lovingly, starting to work up the tension that was lost in th shower. She takes one of his hands as they kiss and guide it up to her breast to let him feel them, encouraging him to explore her body on his own.

"You are so gorgeous, I'm going to eat you up."

It feels good to be complimented like this and it doesn't take long for Bucky to get into the mood again. She guides his hand up and he cups her breast in his hand while putting the left at her waist. God, Natasha is beautiful, and he can't believe she's interested in him of all people.

Except that she'd met another side of him, a part that's still in there, and Bucky hopes he can find it again.

"You're so beautiful," he murmurs, capturing her lips again.

She has a hand on his shoulder the other stroking over his chest as they kiss. Her fingers just exploring all the skin, touching places that she was sure hadn't been touched in a long time, taking her time as she kisses him back deepening it a bit more.

God she could kiss him forever. While she's doing that she starts to rock her hips slowly, grinding down against his hips with no care that there's no fabric between them. Normally she'd save something like this for a clothed make out session. However she wants to make him feel good, and it absolutely makes her feel good. She moans gently into the kiss to assure him of that.

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