She whimpered with the weight of his hand on her breast, needing more of it. Her back arched, offering him everything she possessed; all he needed to do was take it. Her own hands were greedier, sliding beneath the soft fabric covering him to refamiliarize herself with his skin, every ridge, line, and hollow.
But she was becoming drunk herself on his kisses, although she thought she might never get enough of them. He was like a drug; addictive, a dangerous attraction. But what he offered was simple sincerity, tenderness, and sweet honest affection, and Natalia was unfortunately a stranger to this softer side. And she found it mesmerizing.
Her bed, however, was open and inviting, and she dimly realized that their height difference was irrelevant when they were both lying down. And besides, he was slowly making her knees dangerously weak. So she slowly broke her lips from his, inhaling his breath with a shuddering sigh, and smoothed her hands over his face, memorizing him now and forever.
"...lie down with me, James?" It was a soft, quiet plea. "Please?"
"I'll come with you," Bucky says, tugging down the sheets and blanket so he can pull her into the bed with him. There's only the soft light from the lamp in the room but Bucky thinks that's perfect; his mind can fill in the details that his eyes can't see right now.
He lays on his side and pulls her to do the same so they're face to face. He has one arm draped around her waist and the other planted firmly above her head, catching her in his embrace. He leans in to kiss her, more of those slow and soft kisses from before.
"I want to remember you if we never see each other again," he says between kisses. "I never want to forget tonight."
Ah, much better. Natalia stretched when James lay down with her, then immediately insinuated herself into his warm embrace. Then he was kissing her again, oh sweet bliss, and she softened against him, catching his mouth with hers and indulging herself in those lovely, sweet lips.
"...James..." she breathed against his mouth, closing the small distance between them again. Those deep, exploring kisses seemed to go on forever, and she was more than a little breathless when they finally parted again. "We won't forget," she promised on a soft sigh. A tender hand stroked his cheek, thumb smoothing over the cheekbone. "I could never forget you. Not ever."
Not even if she lived a thousand years.
The hand on his face slipped into his hair, gently combing the still-damp strands back away from his temple. "...I'm glad you came back tonight," Natalia murmured, lashes half-lowering over vulnerable eyes. "I really...I really thought I'd ruined everything, when we left." She bit her lip. "I'd thought...we were over."
"Couldn't be over," Bucky murmurs. He kisses her forehead affectionally, then moves his mouth back so he can find hers again. He hooks her leg over his hip, bringing her as close to his body as he can while still being face to face and keeps kissing her.
He's going to kiss her until they can press away all the space between them and just be them without anything attacking them from the outside. Tomorrow, it's war. Tonight, he's going to make love to his girl. He leans forward and whispers hot against her ear.
"I'm going to fuck you just like this," he murmurs, sliding his cock against her where she's starting to get damp. "I'm going to see every look on your face so I never forget you."
Natalia eagerly draped her leg over Bucky's bare hip, giving a soft purr of approval to have him nestled so close, so perfectly close to exactly where she wanted him. She was already slick and hot; his kisses had seen to that, but there wasn't any of the wild urgency that had enveloped them during their last bedroom encounter. It was just them, this time; no missions, no expectations, no intruders.
Her breasts ached, nipples tight and hard against his chest, and Natalia shivered all over when James ducked his head to make his fervent promise at her ear. "Da," she breathed right back, all but quivering with the anticipation of having him inside her again. "I want you so much, James...please..."
She shuddered, feeling him sliding between her thighs; hot, hard, and perfect. Her hips wiggled of their own volition, trying to sheathe him where he belonged, but the slow burn between them was quite possibly the most erotic thing she'd ever experienced. And she wanted more.
It's a little different, this position and this angle, but Bucky figures it out after a moment of trying. He tips his hips against hers and keeps her leg hiked up over his waist so he can move in her a bit. He's never done it this way before but he wanted to be face to face, wanted it to feel more like an embrace than fucking.
This particular position doesn't let him move very much, though, and so his movements are small and he never fully pulls out of her when he pulls away to push back in. He keeps kissing her the whole time, though - her mouth, her jaw, the soft skin just below her ear. He ghosts his teeth just along the edge of her earlobe before whispering to her a little.
"You're mine," he murmurs. "Just mine and no one else's. When you go to bed at night, all I want you to think and feel and hear is me, even when I'm not with you. I want you to long for me the way I'm gonna long for you."
She wasn't intimately familiar with this particular position either, but James made it work for them, and the slow, easy sensuality of it, the intimacy, was more than enough to absolutely melt her mind. He kept kissing her, over and over, taking away her breath with every soft caress, and Natalia would only lie there and let him. The tenderness in his touch, the reverence in the way his body moved in hers...she shivered and flexed her leg around his hip, undulating with him in that same, slow rhythm, spiraling deep into a place where they were the only two souls together.
Then he was whispering in her ear, heated promises she knew she'd never forget, because, she'd realized not too long ago, he was right. She was his. Perhaps she'd missed it, or had been determined to ignore it, but seeing him on the other side of her door, dripping wet and looking miserable, had cemented something she'd never known was broken.
She mewled his name, breathing his breath as she turned her head for another long, slow kiss, and Natalia clutched him tight, slowly climbing the ascending stair towards bliss, but determined to bring him along with her. She gently drew her fingernails down the length of his back, curving around his waist only to smooth upwards along the warm ridges of flesh and muscle, keeping him close. She hiked her leg higher, feeling her eager body take him smoothly, but it was slow, stilted, and deliberate, and her head swam with the barrage of sincerity behind each and every movement.
It feels good this way, even if it's different. It's slow and deliberate and Bucky is sheepishly glad he's big enough to make it work since it wouldn't otherwise. The gentle drag of her nails down his back somehow feels better than when she'd clawed him up the first time, even if that had been hotter in the thick of it.
Maybe he's just a sap.
"Am I doing all right?" he breathes against her skin, wanting to make sure he was doing enough to get her as high as he was. It's a little harder to make that happen this way since he can't get his hand between them and he tries to shift his hips up in a bit that puts pressure on her where she needs it. He lasts a lot longer this way, at least, even if it's not going to take much more to have him coming. "You got what you need?"
Natalia ran her fingers through his hair, cradling the back of his head as he spoke at the slope of her throat. "Da," she breathed in approval, lashes fluttering closed as each small, deliberate stroke ramped her up ever higher, a slow climb to the apex of infinity. The shift of his hips had her arching, gasping a soft breath coupled with a little whine, and her body responded eagerly, tightening in unabashed delight.
She slowly drew back enough to gaze directly into his eyes, large, liquid, and absolutely shining with the purity and goodness of his heart. Those blue orbs seemed a mirror, and Natalia slowly flushed to realize herself absolutely beautiful within them. Her heart melted, just a little bit more.
"...James," she purred at his mouth. "Moy Dzheyms, moya zvezda..." She pressed her lips to his, sweet, true.
Every little noise she makes has him greedy for more and when she whispers in Russian against his mouth, he pulls her leg higher still so it sits just above his waist and opens her more for him. He keeps his arm there, pinning it, and thrusts into her harder while using his lips to suck a dark mark at the hollow of her throat.
He's close himself in spite of how different it is this way and he thinks it's because he can take his time and kiss her while he's in her; the other times had been too quick for his liking.
"I love you," he says softly, muffled against pale skin. "And I won't stop."
He pulled her up higher and spread her open further; Natalia's back arched and she gave a soft cry at the sheer intensity of their lovemaking, shivering and clutching at Bucky's arms in the wake of his dual assault. The pain of his lips and teeth at her throat coupled with the ebb and thrust of his body into hers was intoxicating, and the murmured declaration against her fluttering pulse sent her right over the edge, falling completely apart in his arms.
Her strong bare leg tightened around his hip, and Natalia gasped her pleasure at his ear, holding him against her while she quaked. While not as violent as before, it nevertheless went on and on and on; she thought she might never come down from that blissful high. Her heart was still racing when she regained a small sense of herself again, and she instantly sought his mouth with hers, her body still greedy for his, wanting to share the same magnificent pleasure he'd given her.
Natalia whispered his name in her low alto, running her nails over his skin a little bit sharper, pausing to grip at his waist as she kissed him over and over, squirming in his grasp.
Feeling her tighten around him and hearing her gasp out in pleasure is more than enough to get him started but what tips him over the edge is Natalie kissing him long and deep. He thinks to himself he'll have to try this again sometime and that thought hangs there for only a moment before there's nothing but white-hot pleasure before his eyes shut and his vision goes black.
It takes him a moment to come back down, panting heavily and heart racing fast. He feels like he's run a marathon and he presses his forehead against hers, gasping for breath between soft words.
"How do you say I love you in Russian?" Inane question when he's still deep in her but he wants to know. He needs to know. When she's being tender, she uses Russian and he thinks it must mean more to her than the English words.
She held him through it, shivering as Bucky stiffened in her arms, caught his breath on a short gasp, then shuddered into her, her leg locking him in place, refusing to let him go. They were both still trying to catch their breath, foreheads resting against the other, Natalia stroking her lover's dark hair with tender fingertips, tingling in every place they were pressed together.
The question made her smile, and before she could think about it too much, she answered quietly, "'Ya lyublyu tebya, Natalia.'" Her fingers smoothed over his cheekbone, and she nuzzled his nose with hers. "You'll need to work a little on your accent, though. You've got too much Inner City in you to pass for a native, moya zvezda."
"Ya lyublyu tebya, Natalia," he says, grinning at her a little. "My accent's that bad, huh? Probably means I need to take lessons or something. Can't imagine where I'd do that."
It's probably his last night with her and he doesn't want to think about that. He wants to pretend that they'll be like this for the rest of their lives and that the war's a temporary inconvenience. He kisses her forehead softly and reluctantly pulls away from her to roll onto his back.
"C'mere, Natalia. We better rest up if we're going to get pictures done before we fly to Germany. Don't want to have dark circles."
It was a silent thrill, hearing her name in his rough, Brooklyn voice. One she knew she'd cherish for the rest of time, no question. She smirked back to his grin, and stole a noisy kiss from her disheveled lover before he kissed her forehead and shifted onto his back, flopping across her bed with a soft grunt.
She wasted little time in snuggling close, wiggling the covers down beneath them both to pull them up over their bare skins. "Hold me close," she entreated, working her way into the crook of his arm and draping her smaller limb over his chest, burying her face in his neck to hide her misty eyes.
"I want to sleep in your arms all night long." A small, involuntary tremor marred her voice. "...and no more nightmares. Not with you here."
"You get nightmares?" It shocks him a little, mostly because he's never known anyone to get them outside of little kids and some of the people who'd come back from the war. Not this war, though - not enough people were coming back yet - but the one before.
"What can I do? Just hold you?" It suddenly worries him that she gets them and he wants to know both why and how to ease them. They won't see each other after tomorrow morning but there's a part of him that hopes she might wait for him and he can...start again. He rubs her back lightly.
"You don't have to worry about anything, Natalia. Moya lisichka...is that right? Is moya my?"
"Nightmares" wasn't perhaps exactly the correct term; memories came a hell of a lot closer. She seldom slept, and rarely deeply, or she exhausted herself to the point where her sleep would be so deep that the hellish images from her childhood couldn't creep into her subconscious and torment her all over again. She hadn't meant to mention them now; it had been a reflex, brought about by the unearned tenderness of a certain American soldier.
"...sometimes," she whispered back, soft in the dimness. But she had to smile to his earnestness over linguistics, and gave him a gentle tweak. "It's close enough. Keep practicing, you'll sound like a Cossack in no time." Natalia pulled the sheet and blanket up over them both, cocooning them in its gentle softness and warmth.
"They're just bad dreams, James." She arched into his stroking hand, already so soothed by his mere presence. And sincerity. "They used to be really bad, when I was just a child, but every now and then, something creeps out of that dark place and keeps me awake at night."
"I'm here now," Bucky murmurs, kissing her temple as he does. "And I won't let anything hurt you. I'll keep you safe."
Maybe it's a little idealistic of him since they're both going to war and not likely to see one another again but while they're in her bed, he wants to pretend that he can be here to soothe her hurts and hold her close when her dreams scare her awake.
"I take care of what's mine, Natalia, and you're mine. Go to sleep so you look picture perfect tomorrow and let me deal with the monsters under the bed."
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But she was becoming drunk herself on his kisses, although she thought she might never get enough of them. He was like a drug; addictive, a dangerous attraction. But what he offered was simple sincerity, tenderness, and sweet honest affection, and Natalia was unfortunately a stranger to this softer side. And she found it mesmerizing.
Her bed, however, was open and inviting, and she dimly realized that their height difference was irrelevant when they were both lying down. And besides, he was slowly making her knees dangerously weak. So she slowly broke her lips from his, inhaling his breath with a shuddering sigh, and smoothed her hands over his face, memorizing him now and forever.
"...lie down with me, James?" It was a soft, quiet plea. "Please?"
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He lays on his side and pulls her to do the same so they're face to face. He has one arm draped around her waist and the other planted firmly above her head, catching her in his embrace. He leans in to kiss her, more of those slow and soft kisses from before.
"I want to remember you if we never see each other again," he says between kisses. "I never want to forget tonight."
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"...James..." she breathed against his mouth, closing the small distance between them again. Those deep, exploring kisses seemed to go on forever, and she was more than a little breathless when they finally parted again. "We won't forget," she promised on a soft sigh. A tender hand stroked his cheek, thumb smoothing over the cheekbone. "I could never forget you. Not ever."
Not even if she lived a thousand years.
The hand on his face slipped into his hair, gently combing the still-damp strands back away from his temple. "...I'm glad you came back tonight," Natalia murmured, lashes half-lowering over vulnerable eyes. "I really...I really thought I'd ruined everything, when we left." She bit her lip. "I'd thought...we were over."
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He's going to kiss her until they can press away all the space between them and just be them without anything attacking them from the outside. Tomorrow, it's war. Tonight, he's going to make love to his girl. He leans forward and whispers hot against her ear.
"I'm going to fuck you just like this," he murmurs, sliding his cock against her where she's starting to get damp. "I'm going to see every look on your face so I never forget you."
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Her breasts ached, nipples tight and hard against his chest, and Natalia shivered all over when James ducked his head to make his fervent promise at her ear. "Da," she breathed right back, all but quivering with the anticipation of having him inside her again. "I want you so much, James...please..."
She shuddered, feeling him sliding between her thighs; hot, hard, and perfect. Her hips wiggled of their own volition, trying to sheathe him where he belonged, but the slow burn between them was quite possibly the most erotic thing she'd ever experienced. And she wanted more.
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This particular position doesn't let him move very much, though, and so his movements are small and he never fully pulls out of her when he pulls away to push back in. He keeps kissing her the whole time, though - her mouth, her jaw, the soft skin just below her ear. He ghosts his teeth just along the edge of her earlobe before whispering to her a little.
"You're mine," he murmurs. "Just mine and no one else's. When you go to bed at night, all I want you to think and feel and hear is me, even when I'm not with you. I want you to long for me the way I'm gonna long for you."
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Then he was whispering in her ear, heated promises she knew she'd never forget, because, she'd realized not too long ago, he was right. She was his. Perhaps she'd missed it, or had been determined to ignore it, but seeing him on the other side of her door, dripping wet and looking miserable, had cemented something she'd never known was broken.
She mewled his name, breathing his breath as she turned her head for another long, slow kiss, and Natalia clutched him tight, slowly climbing the ascending stair towards bliss, but determined to bring him along with her. She gently drew her fingernails down the length of his back, curving around his waist only to smooth upwards along the warm ridges of flesh and muscle, keeping him close. She hiked her leg higher, feeling her eager body take him smoothly, but it was slow, stilted, and deliberate, and her head swam with the barrage of sincerity behind each and every movement.
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Maybe he's just a sap.
"Am I doing all right?" he breathes against her skin, wanting to make sure he was doing enough to get her as high as he was. It's a little harder to make that happen this way since he can't get his hand between them and he tries to shift his hips up in a bit that puts pressure on her where she needs it. He lasts a lot longer this way, at least, even if it's not going to take much more to have him coming. "You got what you need?"
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She slowly drew back enough to gaze directly into his eyes, large, liquid, and absolutely shining with the purity and goodness of his heart. Those blue orbs seemed a mirror, and Natalia slowly flushed to realize herself absolutely beautiful within them. Her heart melted, just a little bit more.
"...James," she purred at his mouth. "Moy Dzheyms, moya zvezda..." She pressed her lips to his, sweet, true.
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He's close himself in spite of how different it is this way and he thinks it's because he can take his time and kiss her while he's in her; the other times had been too quick for his liking.
"I love you," he says softly, muffled against pale skin. "And I won't stop."
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Her strong bare leg tightened around his hip, and Natalia gasped her pleasure at his ear, holding him against her while she quaked. While not as violent as before, it nevertheless went on and on and on; she thought she might never come down from that blissful high. Her heart was still racing when she regained a small sense of herself again, and she instantly sought his mouth with hers, her body still greedy for his, wanting to share the same magnificent pleasure he'd given her.
Natalia whispered his name in her low alto, running her nails over his skin a little bit sharper, pausing to grip at his waist as she kissed him over and over, squirming in his grasp.
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It takes him a moment to come back down, panting heavily and heart racing fast. He feels like he's run a marathon and he presses his forehead against hers, gasping for breath between soft words.
"How do you say I love you in Russian?" Inane question when he's still deep in her but he wants to know. He needs to know. When she's being tender, she uses Russian and he thinks it must mean more to her than the English words.
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The question made her smile, and before she could think about it too much, she answered quietly, "'Ya lyublyu tebya, Natalia.'" Her fingers smoothed over his cheekbone, and she nuzzled his nose with hers. "You'll need to work a little on your accent, though. You've got too much Inner City in you to pass for a native, moya zvezda."
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It's probably his last night with her and he doesn't want to think about that. He wants to pretend that they'll be like this for the rest of their lives and that the war's a temporary inconvenience. He kisses her forehead softly and reluctantly pulls away from her to roll onto his back.
"C'mere, Natalia. We better rest up if we're going to get pictures done before we fly to Germany. Don't want to have dark circles."
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She wasted little time in snuggling close, wiggling the covers down beneath them both to pull them up over their bare skins. "Hold me close," she entreated, working her way into the crook of his arm and draping her smaller limb over his chest, burying her face in his neck to hide her misty eyes.
"I want to sleep in your arms all night long." A small, involuntary tremor marred her voice. "...and no more nightmares. Not with you here."
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"What can I do? Just hold you?" It suddenly worries him that she gets them and he wants to know both why and how to ease them. They won't see each other after tomorrow morning but there's a part of him that hopes she might wait for him and he can...start again. He rubs her back lightly.
"You don't have to worry about anything, Natalia. Moya lisichka...is that right? Is moya my?"
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"...sometimes," she whispered back, soft in the dimness. But she had to smile to his earnestness over linguistics, and gave him a gentle tweak. "It's close enough. Keep practicing, you'll sound like a Cossack in no time." Natalia pulled the sheet and blanket up over them both, cocooning them in its gentle softness and warmth.
"They're just bad dreams, James." She arched into his stroking hand, already so soothed by his mere presence. And sincerity. "They used to be really bad, when I was just a child, but every now and then, something creeps out of that dark place and keeps me awake at night."
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Maybe it's a little idealistic of him since they're both going to war and not likely to see one another again but while they're in her bed, he wants to pretend that he can be here to soothe her hurts and hold her close when her dreams scare her awake.
"I take care of what's mine, Natalia, and you're mine. Go to sleep so you look picture perfect tomorrow and let me deal with the monsters under the bed."