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( Bucky actually hasn't had his own mind in decades and now he does. It's a secret - a huge one - but he can think for himself. The words aren't gone so if anyone knows he's not just a blank slate waiting to be commanded, he'd be completely wiped and put on ice again, but if he's careful no one will notice. He's quiet and taciturn as the soldier and he's quiet and taciturn as Bucky.
He owes it to an unlikely source. It's Loki, of all people, and from what he understands, Loki had just tried to take over the entire world and then gone in with HYDRA to see if he could still get control and cause mayhem that way. In spite of all that, Loki had chosen to bring him along when he left and Bucky still isn't really sure why. Loki hasn't made that explicitly clear. Bucky's not naïve enough to think a mischief god has done this out of the goodwill of his own heart but it's a better option than staying where he's used and abused so going with him is no question. Where they're going is a bigger problem. )
You know that they know how to track me, right? Did you think this through?
( His whole life has been nothing but rigid commands and structure between the Army and being the Soldier and he doesn't know what to do with someone who simply broke him out of the hell he's been living in without informing him of what the plan is. Bucky knows how to hide and stay off the radar because his work as the Winter Soldier had been more or less covert but he also knows that HYDRA had provided for him in those instances and given the directions as part of his orders. They'd find him very quickly if he went to any of those safe houses. He knows how to survive on the street, too, but Loki doesn't carry himself like someone who is used to being on the street or wants to be on the street. He carries himself like, well, a god, and he's going to be noticed. )
Is there a plan?
He owes it to an unlikely source. It's Loki, of all people, and from what he understands, Loki had just tried to take over the entire world and then gone in with HYDRA to see if he could still get control and cause mayhem that way. In spite of all that, Loki had chosen to bring him along when he left and Bucky still isn't really sure why. Loki hasn't made that explicitly clear. Bucky's not naïve enough to think a mischief god has done this out of the goodwill of his own heart but it's a better option than staying where he's used and abused so going with him is no question. Where they're going is a bigger problem. )
You know that they know how to track me, right? Did you think this through?
( His whole life has been nothing but rigid commands and structure between the Army and being the Soldier and he doesn't know what to do with someone who simply broke him out of the hell he's been living in without informing him of what the plan is. Bucky knows how to hide and stay off the radar because his work as the Winter Soldier had been more or less covert but he also knows that HYDRA had provided for him in those instances and given the directions as part of his orders. They'd find him very quickly if he went to any of those safe houses. He knows how to survive on the street, too, but Loki doesn't carry himself like someone who is used to being on the street or wants to be on the street. He carries himself like, well, a god, and he's going to be noticed. )
Is there a plan?

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That was not my concern.
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( Yes, very romantic. )
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I'll manage my expectations.
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Is that what you want?
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( Bucky tilts himself into the touch and man, touch feels so good after not having any good touch for so long. )
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Of course. I am more than happy to do so.
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Always a formal guy, yeah? Even with this?
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( Bucky's smiling when he says it, though, because he doesn't mean any of it badly. He likes it, actually, and he reaches his hand out to touch Loki's hair affectionately. )
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Perhaps you simply need to work harder at it, if you expect me to be tongue-tied.
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( This feels natural at least, the back and forth, and even though Bucky isn't used to flirting with a man he's always been a flirt and it's easy to go back and forth with Loki. He strokes Loki's hair a little more and tucks a lock of it behind his ear. )
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If you consider them tricks, then I doubt you have any experience at all.
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( It's fond, though, and Bucky threads his hands through Loki's hair and pulls him close to kiss him again. He knows how to do this even if he only theoretically knows how to use his mouth on the other man's dick so he thinks he can work up to it. Loki isn't giving an inch, anyway, so Bucky is going to have to make the first move.
He's glad they ditched their gear for real clothes because he doesn't want to think about how hard it'd be to get into Loki's prince costume when unbuttoning a shirt is a hell of a lot easier. He puts his hands at the other man's shoulders and squeezes them lightly. He touches his fingertips to his collar. )
Yeah?
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but when has loki been careful? ]
Fine. I'll show you my tricks.
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Think I'll like the hell out of that.
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I should hope so.
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( If he doesn't, Bucky thinks he might touch himself and that defeats the purpose. )
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Why not? Let's see how you hold up.
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You're just trying to get out of showing me what to do. I know how you operate.
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Would I do a thing like that?
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Mischief, right?