"All mine," he murmurs back. "I've never had anything that's all mine. I've never..."
Now isn't the time to start feeling emotional and he blinks it away, moving closer to her like the predator he is. He can play and be gentle and loving but he's still a predator beneath it, still deadly no matter how much he loves her.
He surges forward and kneels, catching her thighs and dragging her to the edge of the bed. "Ask me, Natalia. Ask me again."
Seeing those eyes go absolutely feral gave her heart a little instinctive jolt, and Natalia squealed when Nikolai snagged her and slid her down to the edge of the bed, it ending on a breathless little laugh as she splayed out prone beneath him. Arms flung above her head, long curls messy and strewn, the little princess gazed up at her bestial lover, aching for him all over again.
She licked her lips, running her tongue around her mouth before asking once more, "...do you like what you see, Nikolai?" And she let her voice grow darker, carry a little more of her homeland accent, for all it gave the words their own sultry, sensual flavor.
"Spread them wide," he says, eyes dark. He spreads her with her thumbs, fingers of his left hand tracing along her entrance for a few moments. He never uses his left hand with her, not wanting to hurt her with the metal, but he's too far now.
"I'm going to fuck you with these," he murmurs. "And then I'm going to fuck you again with my mouth. And then again with my cock. And then start over from the beginning until you don't know your name."
She did as bid, small feet propped against the edge of the mattress and her thighs whorishly sprawled, but it was only a twisting excitement and anticipation that writhed in her stomach, making Natalia whine with that heady, sexy promise. "...Nikki," she mewled, lithe hips rolling in his mismatched hands, nearly burning for the touch of those cold fingers against her heated skin.
It probably wouldn't take much to make her forget her own name; in his arms she'd been nearly incoherent so many times, but she'd never begrudge him the effort of trying. "Da," the little princess panted, already so hot and so wet, just for him. Only him. "Da, malyshka, da, mmmmm--da!"
"Good girl," he says softly. This is something new for both of them and he doesn't know why it thrills him so to speak to her this way but as long as she likes it, he'll keep doing it.
He plants a messy kiss on her left thigh and slips the tips of his fingers into her, just testing them for a moment. They weigh more and it's harder to judge exactly how deep he can go, how much he can spread.
Her slick muscles immediately spasmed around the metal digits, instinctively trying to tug at and milk them for more stimulation. The girl bit her lower lip, whimpering softly, pale thighs quivering just the slightest. She was used to being on her back, yes, but her Nikolai had never really teased her like this. It was thrilling, filthy, and so deliciously erotic.
Her back arched, and Natalia moaned, low and long, biting at her tender lower lip to keep from screeching. They still had to keep this a secret, regardless of how high he took her, or how much he teased. "--baby," Natalia panted, roughly rubbing a silk-covered breast as she watched that gleaming metal hand work between her sprawled legs. "Mmmm, more...more..."
"Gentle," he murmurs, working his fingers in deeper and pressing them in, testing the weight again before crooking them within her. He leans in and inhales her before licking a slow stripe and then he moves his fingers, working them slow.
"Gentle for my printsessa," he says. "I want to tear you apart and put you back together. I want you to completely dissemble for me and show me who you are beneath every layer."
God, didn't he know? He'd practically raised her, had built her from her tender youth into the woman she was now. Writhing and gasping on his bed. Natalia had no doubt that Nikolai would indeed tear her apart; he always delighted in coaxing the most unbelievable pleasure from her. And then always held her and purred sweet soothing promises afterward, making her fall that much more in love as they lay together, safe and secure.
The feel of that skilled, wet tongue, soft on her skin, and the slick weight of those metal fingers didn't leave her much more time to writhe, however. They pumped into her, and Natalia fell over into a soft, swift climax, gasping for breath with her hips bucking erratically, trying to fuck herself on those sinful digits. Oh, but they felt so good inside of her! Her lithe body strained, trying to pull them deeper even as she gasped his name and cried for him, her mewled little whimpers soft in the quiet of his bedroom.
"So quickly," Nikolai says, laughing softly. There's a look of wonder and sheer joy on his face, shocked that he could bring such pleasure to anyone and especially that he could do it for her. He draws his fingers out gently and slides his hands up her thighs.
"Do you want my cock, malyshka? Do you want me to love you that way or do you want me to tease you more? Because I have more in me if you want the tease."
Before she could muster enough conscious thought to answer, Natalia instead reached for his left wrist, bringing that fascinating hand up to her lips and sucked the first two fingers right into her mouth, long lashes fluttering over glazed green eyes. She licked and laved at his hand, teasing the tip of her tongue at the seams of those delicate metal plates, slick with her own fluids.
When finally she could speak, the little princess pressed those fingers against her lips and took a few deep breaths, saying, "...you can tease me, Nikki...if you want..." She sucked at the tip of his middle finger again. "Mmmm, I love how you tease me...it feels sooo good..." But she'd never ever deny his cock, if he really wanted to just take her all over again.
"Turn over," he says. His voice is gravelly and his heart is broken open in a way that he didn't think it was possible. He didn't think that there was a way to feel this way about anyone or anything.
He catches her hips with his hands and gently helps her turn, pushes the silky nightgown to her waist before standing and grabbing hold of her thighs.
"We're doing it this way, Natalia," he says, pressing himself in to the hilt. "How deep do I feel?"
Propped on her hands and knees, the little princess hissed assent and moaned when her Nikki pressed deep, sinking inside her all the way to the hilt. His hips met her backside and she bit her lip, unable to help arching her back and pressing for more.
"...Nikki..." it was a soft little whimper, but she tossed her hair aside and glanced over one bare shoulder. "So deep, malyshka. Oh--I feel so full...da..please..." She bit at her lower lip, the plump flesh already pulsing from her earlier efforts. Still gowned in the short blue silk, she lowered her head and rolled her hips, silently begging.
"Fuck me, Nikki," the girl begged, aching for him. "Pleeeease fuck me.."
"Quiet, Talia," Nikolai says, moving into her with a slow, steady rock. It's slower than he wants but just as deep because he wants to ease her into this. She's new to lovemaking in general and she's never had him in a position that puts him this deep so he wants to be careful even if he's playing the wolf right now.
"I thought about this all night. I thought about pulling up that dress of yours and fucking you where someone could hear us because then they'd know you belonged to me and no one else. You're the only thing that's ever been mine and I've only ever been yours."
Two strokes, then three. "It's only ever been me. It'll only ever be me. Say it."
Oh God, she wished that he had. That he'd snatched her right into the kitchen, bent her over the counter and yanked up her dress to fuck her like he owned her. Which, naturally, he did. Natalia spread her knees wider, moaning softly with every thrust, each time he sank into her so deep and so tight.
"...only you," she whimpered. "only ever you, my Nikki... I'm yours-I'm yours." She squealed when he pushed back in, hitting that tender spot that always made her shake. "Malyskha! Ya lyublyu vas, Ya lyublyu vas, oohh, moy Nikolai..." Even if this was all he gave her tonight, it was still one of her best birthdays ever.
Nikolai runs his hands beneath her to cup her breasts, bending over her back as he fucks her deep. He doesn't normally use his left hand but now he does it without thinking, uses it like he'd been born with it. He squeezes hard enough to bruise but only in the places where it won't be seen. These bruises can't be seen by anyone but them.
"You're a tease." He snaps the words out, hips stuttering as he does. "A filthy little tease, a little girl who needs to be shown how to behave. Do you want to behave for me, little printsessa? Do you want to listen to me? I only tell you because I love you."
Even though they were located in unconventional places, Natalia loved the marks Nikolai left on her body. Imprints of his teeth, his hands...they were all sweet reminders of their forbidden love, badges of his intimate possession. And his hands on her breasts always felt marvelous/i>, tantalizing the heavy flesh.
His hips jerked a little and she squeaked, once again biting her lip to keep her noises in her throat. But Nikolai demanded an answer, and she tried to give it as best that she could. "...d-da, Nikki. I'll...I'll behave." Natalia moaned once more, sliding her hands upwards to rest on her elbows, arching further for him.
Nikolai leans down and bites her low on her shoulder, lower than any shirt would reveal, and fucks into her hard. He's working her over well and she'll be sore in the morning but he doesn't mind playing a little bit of nurse if it means he can have this right now.
It only takes two more thrusts before he comes with a low groan and he has to keep his voice down and not shout it. One day, they can shout it, and he'll be damned glad for that day. One day, they'll be able to fuck on every surface in the Winter Palace.
By the time he flooded her, Natalia had dropped to the bed with her hips in Nikolai's hands, moaning into the mattress as he worked her over. Her lower body was going to be so sore, but she loved it, loved waking up with slight pains due to their wild lovemaking the night before. She still tingled all over, but hadn't been quite ready to fall into her orgasm before he had, even though that was okay; she knew her Nikki would make it up to her.
Still, she loved having him thick and hard inside her, sweet and slick and so, so filthy. She'd learned so much during their little day sessions out at the playhouse, and all of her lessons, she'd taken straight to heart. And like him, she couldn't wait for the day they could fuck without care; the thought of screaming her pleasure to echo through the halls of the Palace was enough to have her moaning all over again.
"You're a mess," Nikolai says gently, pulling from her. He snags his boxers from the floor to gently pass between her thighs and clean her a little before picking her up in mis-matched arms to lay in the bed alongside her and not stand behind her. The wolf had put away his teeth for now and he wanted to be gentle and sweet to her.
"I think I like this nightgown. You should get three more so I can tear one off you," he teases, flashing a big grin at her. "I wouldn't want to ruin your only one. Then I won't ever see it again."
He really owed Steffie an anonymous thank you note.
Natalia squeaked and twitched when she felt the rough cotton of those shorts swipe between her sprawled legs, but before she could pull away, Nikolai had her around the waist and was resituating them both back into bed. She coiled around him like an octopus, nuzzling for his mouth and grinning at his cheeky tease.
"I'll be sure to tell Stefana you approve," she glinted, wiggling beneath the sheer blue silk. "I really like it, too. It's so sleek and sexy. And it makes your eyes light up when you see me in it." The princess made a mental note to check out Amazon tomorrow, and see what other goodies she might find to tantalize her beautiful lover.
"I'll get some more. And you can shred them all you want."
"But not this one," he says again. "Because I want to see this one many more times. Over and over."
He kisses her softly and runs his hand down her back. "But you cannot tell Stefana about this. She cannot know that we're together because no one can know. I know you know this but I have to remind you."
"Of course not," she replied, taking his kisses softly. And giving them right back. "It's still our little secret, Nikki. No one will ever know." Some might suspect, but that was their problem. Rumors surrounding the royal family were always thick, and a full time job for the analyst team down at Imperial HQ. But Natalia wasn't worried.
She and Nikolai had built this wall of trust over the span of several years, and no one would ever be allowed to breach it. He was the last line of defense when it came to her; not even Officer Petrov could have such unfettered access.
"Papa wants us to go to the lake house when he goes back on Tour next week," she remarked, ghosting her fingertips over Nikolai's cheekbones. "He thinks it'll be better security than anywhere else that's populated." She kissed his lips, then gazed at him softly. "Has he discussed it with you yet?"
"No, he hasn't. I assume he was waiting until after your birthday," Nikolai says. It will be a gift to have this time with her alone and he wants to say that there should be no staff. He thinks he can get away with that. He knows how to cook and while it will be simpler, it will be more private.
"I will discuss with him about having staff dismissed so I can control security. He'll agree with me. We won't have issues with that and then we can finally be alone, printsessa."
"He'll probably agree." Considering previous events, not too long ago. "We can survive, just you and me." She squeezed closer, wrapping her arms around him tightly. "I'll have to finish exams, so we'll have to have a secure satellite uplink, but the cypher team can fix that." And she'd need to get a head start on next years lessons, because God knew lay around the corner.
But the lake house was lovely, a moderately large cabin on the far side of Lake Ladoga, completely secluded and accessible only by off-road SUV. They'd need supplies sent up, but that wasn't too much of an issue, since Nikolai could go down the mountain every other week or so and bring back whatever they needed.
"But da," she breathed happily, smiling softly as she stroked his face. "We will finally be alone, just you and me."
"We'll finally be able to be a true couple," Nikolai agrees. "And I can treat you the way you deserve to be treated."
Nikolai wishes they could have been open this whole time but her position as Grand Duchess and his as no one with no one's name makes it impossible. It might well be always impossible so he thinks any time that he can steal is a treasure.
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Now isn't the time to start feeling emotional and he blinks it away, moving closer to her like the predator he is. He can play and be gentle and loving but he's still a predator beneath it, still deadly no matter how much he loves her.
He surges forward and kneels, catching her thighs and dragging her to the edge of the bed. "Ask me, Natalia. Ask me again."
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She licked her lips, running her tongue around her mouth before asking once more, "...do you like what you see, Nikolai?" And she let her voice grow darker, carry a little more of her homeland accent, for all it gave the words their own sultry, sensual flavor.
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"I'm going to fuck you with these," he murmurs. "And then I'm going to fuck you again with my mouth. And then again with my cock. And then start over from the beginning until you don't know your name."
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It probably wouldn't take much to make her forget her own name; in his arms she'd been nearly incoherent so many times, but she'd never begrudge him the effort of trying. "Da," the little princess panted, already so hot and so wet, just for him. Only him. "Da, malyshka, da, mmmmm--da!"
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He plants a messy kiss on her left thigh and slips the tips of his fingers into her, just testing them for a moment. They weigh more and it's harder to judge exactly how deep he can go, how much he can spread.
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Her back arched, and Natalia moaned, low and long, biting at her tender lower lip to keep from screeching. They still had to keep this a secret, regardless of how high he took her, or how much he teased. "--baby," Natalia panted, roughly rubbing a silk-covered breast as she watched that gleaming metal hand work between her sprawled legs. "Mmmm, more...more..."
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"Gentle for my printsessa," he says. "I want to tear you apart and put you back together. I want you to completely dissemble for me and show me who you are beneath every layer."
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The feel of that skilled, wet tongue, soft on her skin, and the slick weight of those metal fingers didn't leave her much more time to writhe, however. They pumped into her, and Natalia fell over into a soft, swift climax, gasping for breath with her hips bucking erratically, trying to fuck herself on those sinful digits. Oh, but they felt so good inside of her! Her lithe body strained, trying to pull them deeper even as she gasped his name and cried for him, her mewled little whimpers soft in the quiet of his bedroom.
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"Do you want my cock, malyshka? Do you want me to love you that way or do you want me to tease you more? Because I have more in me if you want the tease."
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When finally she could speak, the little princess pressed those fingers against her lips and took a few deep breaths, saying, "...you can tease me, Nikki...if you want..." She sucked at the tip of his middle finger again. "Mmmm, I love how you tease me...it feels sooo good..." But she'd never ever deny his cock, if he really wanted to just take her all over again.
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He catches her hips with his hands and gently helps her turn, pushes the silky nightgown to her waist before standing and grabbing hold of her thighs.
"We're doing it this way, Natalia," he says, pressing himself in to the hilt. "How deep do I feel?"
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"...Nikki..." it was a soft little whimper, but she tossed her hair aside and glanced over one bare shoulder. "So deep, malyshka. Oh--I feel so full...da..please..." She bit at her lower lip, the plump flesh already pulsing from her earlier efforts. Still gowned in the short blue silk, she lowered her head and rolled her hips, silently begging.
"Fuck me, Nikki," the girl begged, aching for him. "Pleeeease fuck me.."
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"I thought about this all night. I thought about pulling up that dress of yours and fucking you where someone could hear us because then they'd know you belonged to me and no one else. You're the only thing that's ever been mine and I've only ever been yours."
Two strokes, then three. "It's only ever been me. It'll only ever be me. Say it."
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"...only you," she whimpered. "only ever you, my Nikki... I'm yours-I'm yours." She squealed when he pushed back in, hitting that tender spot that always made her shake. "Malyskha! Ya lyublyu vas, Ya lyublyu vas, oohh, moy Nikolai..." Even if this was all he gave her tonight, it was still one of her best birthdays ever.
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"You're a tease." He snaps the words out, hips stuttering as he does. "A filthy little tease, a little girl who needs to be shown how to behave. Do you want to behave for me, little printsessa? Do you want to listen to me? I only tell you because I love you."
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His hips jerked a little and she squeaked, once again biting her lip to keep her noises in her throat. But Nikolai demanded an answer, and she tried to give it as best that she could. "...d-da, Nikki. I'll...I'll behave." Natalia moaned once more, sliding her hands upwards to rest on her elbows, arching further for him.
"...but-but only if you w-want me to.."
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It only takes two more thrusts before he comes with a low groan and he has to keep his voice down and not shout it. One day, they can shout it, and he'll be damned glad for that day. One day, they'll be able to fuck on every surface in the Winter Palace.
"Mine. My Natalia."
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Still, she loved having him thick and hard inside her, sweet and slick and so, so filthy. She'd learned so much during their little day sessions out at the playhouse, and all of her lessons, she'd taken straight to heart. And like him, she couldn't wait for the day they could fuck without care; the thought of screaming her pleasure to echo through the halls of the Palace was enough to have her moaning all over again.
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"I think I like this nightgown. You should get three more so I can tear one off you," he teases, flashing a big grin at her. "I wouldn't want to ruin your only one. Then I won't ever see it again."
He really owed Steffie an anonymous thank you note.
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"I'll be sure to tell Stefana you approve," she glinted, wiggling beneath the sheer blue silk. "I really like it, too. It's so sleek and sexy. And it makes your eyes light up when you see me in it." The princess made a mental note to check out Amazon tomorrow, and see what other goodies she might find to tantalize her beautiful lover.
"I'll get some more. And you can shred them all you want."
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He kisses her softly and runs his hand down her back. "But you cannot tell Stefana about this. She cannot know that we're together because no one can know. I know you know this but I have to remind you."
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She and Nikolai had built this wall of trust over the span of several years, and no one would ever be allowed to breach it. He was the last line of defense when it came to her; not even Officer Petrov could have such unfettered access.
"Papa wants us to go to the lake house when he goes back on Tour next week," she remarked, ghosting her fingertips over Nikolai's cheekbones. "He thinks it'll be better security than anywhere else that's populated." She kissed his lips, then gazed at him softly. "Has he discussed it with you yet?"
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"I will discuss with him about having staff dismissed so I can control security. He'll agree with me. We won't have issues with that and then we can finally be alone, printsessa."
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But the lake house was lovely, a moderately large cabin on the far side of Lake Ladoga, completely secluded and accessible only by off-road SUV. They'd need supplies sent up, but that wasn't too much of an issue, since Nikolai could go down the mountain every other week or so and bring back whatever they needed.
"But da," she breathed happily, smiling softly as she stroked his face. "We will finally be alone, just you and me."
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Nikolai wishes they could have been open this whole time but her position as Grand Duchess and his as no one with no one's name makes it impossible. It might well be always impossible so he thinks any time that he can steal is a treasure.
"I'll treat you well."
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